As more people become more intelligent they care less for preachers and more for teachers.
You may not see it today or tomorrow, but you will look back in a few years and be absolutely perplexed and awed by how every little thing added up and brought you somewhere wonderful - or where you always wanted to be. You will be grateful that things didn’t work out the way you once wanted them to.
Just let it be. You may as well. Everything moves in and out at its own time. You have no control. You never did, you never will.
Its all energy. Transform it. See it all in loving ways. Choose.